7 — Asian Dream Girl

November 20, 2008

From K.

I keep having the same dream that I’m cheating on my girlfriend with a girl that looks just like her in every way except her race… her facial features, her haircut, her body, her voice, everything’s the same but her skin’s darker and her eyes are brown and I know she’s asian. I don’t know what this means and I haven’t told anybody. I’ve only ever dated white girls but it’s not been a conscious decision for me, it’s just kind of the way it’s always been.

One night in particular I dreamt that this dream girl wanted me to break up with my girlfriend for her. Her face kept shifting back and forth between the dream girl and my girlfriend and I didn’t want to say anything because I didn’t know who I’d be talking to. So I just kissed her and she got really mad at me. I kissed her again and she wasn’t mad at me. I can’t remember which girl I was kissing in the dream.