December 23, 2008
I had a dream once that my grandma, who I lived with at the time, was a lesbian and she was having lesbian sex in the back on a minivan and I was watching her and her partner.
I really just dream that someday, I won’t feel so worthless. It’s even carved into my arm…
I dreamt I was in a porta-pool, with a snorkel and goggles, happily drowning babies in there with me.
December 6, 2008
The weirdest dream I’ve ever had: my wheelchair has razor wheels and it cuts up the hardwood floor in my living room, the carpet in the den, the linoleum in the kitchen. My mom is furious and she tells me to get out and go to school and not come back. When I get to school everyone’s looking at me weird and saying my wheelchair looks stupid, so I speed down the hall where the lockers all are cutting off people’s feet. There’s blood everywhere, a river of it, with feet bobbing up and down. I’m bobbing in the river and my wheelchair is floating away– I can’t get to it. I start to go under. I wake up so scared it was real.